:/

Well. I seriously considered going into A&E (or the Dutch equivalent of it, at least) for some time.

With my recent diagnosis of Graves' disease, and this vid showing the sheer amount of pressure and frustration that physicians have to deal with in emergency care, I'm starting to question my ambitions.

Stress means heart palpitations for me now that I have Graves' disease.

I don't like heart palpitations. 

And I don't know if my Graves' will relapse once I'm done with my pills.

I'm going to have to think about my decision to pursue a career in A&E or Trauma/Anesthesiology.